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What If & What Is

There is no what if, just what is.

have you ever wondered of the possibilities of what could be now?

the different possibilities of now could only come to be from the different possible choices that could have been made in the past; and we all know, past decisions cannot be reversed.

perhaps, you have also wondered about the possibilities of what can be in the future?

the different possibilities of the future can only come from a decision that can be made now, in the present; yet we don’t really know, if the decision made today is likely to be the preferred possibility of what we think we are choosing. In other words, we can’t choose a future imagination.

but, we can choose now, which is what is, here and present.

and the what if, will have been taken care of by what is.

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Proof to Nothing

When you are feeling something, and you finally notice an intention of that restlessness in you to take action with a subtle intention to prove or validate this feeling of something, or rather, the thought or the idea seemingly behind the feeling; then you should know, that anything that you’ve had to prove, must then not be real.

And since it is not real, you might as well see it for what it is – a hoax! an illusion! a lie! a total misunderstanding!

Nothing real can be threatened; nothing unreal exsits.
~ A Course in Miracles

Oh, those poor scapegoats…

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Telling Apart – is it?

So for many, many moons, I get confused; or so I think.

That when it appears, there it is;

and then it appears again, there it is…

I could never tell,

which was which, and more importantly,

Which was me…

Until he finally said,

“Awareness of Thought is not Thought”!!

And I did not know if I should laugh or cry;

and then I pondered again….

“Is that a thought, and a thought mimicking awareness?”

and the merry-go-around starts again…

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You know how sometimes, repeated understanding of certain similar experiences seem to conclude and confirm certain ideas we have in our mind?

But you see, we don’t know that these are still just ideas in our mind, which can be, and when altered, changes the experience. Even, if we “knew” that they are just ideas… and we often speak as if we have self awareness of it; we are not honest or authentic enough to admit that we simply have knowledge of it, not yet aware of it, what more to realise it.

Yet, it can change. All it takes, is just awareness – a gentle noticing of what is running at the back of our minds, projecting such realities outwards which either have our meanings of experiences reinstated, or altered.

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Just Here

It’s easy to fall into the trap of others’ perception when we don’t do our inquiry or when we don’t intent ourselves to be a keen observer without analysis.

Some people say its hard to find a job, yet some people found it an easy process.
Some people say it’s hard to survive, yet some say it’s a liveable paradise.

In clarity, I find myself in a no man’s land –
sometimes disturbed, as if being left behind when thoughts such as old age, retirement and money start their routine visit to my mind;
sometimes, just at peace, with a reminding thought to surrender and trust until the next indication appears.

Yet no matter where “I” am, there “I” am,

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It’s Not Me!

If I told you who put it there
you might not believe me and think me a liar
that I was finding excuses
to escape me from my reality

Yet I assure you I have been watching
pondering truly inquisitively
alertly enough in hope to catch the first glimpse of
of that first capture to which and how ideas are formed…

Yet again and again, I see it happening –
the popping of ‘em out of no where, no when
just like that…
out of thin air…

I don’t get it too.
if I didn’t put it there
who did?
if I am not putting it there
then who is?

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Just a Passed Love

the most enchanting
endearing of.

Mind, it seems
have forgotten.
But Heart somehow,

In Time,
a long time ago.
In Mind,
a happening Now.
If all experiences are from Mind Now,
then which is real – Time, or Now?

Oh sweet, past Love
felt fondly;
with attempt consciousness
to distance.
In between Worlds,
the Spirit and Form –
at times,
the loneliness
the yearning
the emptiness;
of what was known and experienced –
the Sweetness of then,
a past memory of Now.

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Paradoxical Timing

It’s paradoxical;
on one hand you know you are running out of time,
and yet, the only time is simply…


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Missing You, O’Lord

O’Lord, I miss you so
Why did you choose such a grandeur leaving plan
That leaves us thin air to reach you
So much trust and love needed
Just to hear your voice and ‘meet’ you

Did you know O’Lord
that thou art missed so much
Say what you will of illusions
But the physical encounter was excellence in each moment

You & Me in that magical room…

O’Lord where art thou in this moment?
Lost are your sheeps without its shepherd
‘Lest they remember
But sometimes they just don’t remember
Or, sometimes they remember and just cry…


Sometimes we suffer, sometimes we don’t.

The problem is not because of the things that happen.
The problem is, because we suffer.

Suffer is just a six letter word which had been chosen to label that particular experience that seems to eat us inside out; an experience we resist. There is nothing wrong with the word – suffer; but there is something wrong with the way we relate to it, and choose to hold on to it.

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