Could I have mistaken
you being here for me
or
me being there for you?
Your happiness
relevant to me
because
it seems like
my happiness depends on yours.
You
there
moving and speaking
as you like
with consideration
without consideration
beyond my control
do you not see
your speech and action
is breaking me apart
and
ambushing me to the corner?
Yet…
what does my trigger
got to do with you?
Then,
why are you still explaining to me?
You are
what I see you to be
yet
deep in me
I know
what you are
in this moment
I can never figure out
lest I am where you are.
Still,
none of my business
for
as long as I am triggered
here
in my space
it is for me to work on
and nothing to do with you.
Do you feel misunderstood?
Needing me to understand?
the little me and the little you
never able to grasp
the whole picture of
the world
its purpose
until…