Posted in Going Inwards on Apr 22nd, 2010
Who I think I am, therefore I am; but who I truly am, is not who I think I am. – so, who am I? How do you tell someone that whatever they go through in life, whatever stories they tell, are just simply, a story? How do you tell someone that what I go […]
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Posted in Attitudes on Apr 22nd, 2010
The other day one of my teacher’s entry which I was editing screwed up my mind a little. I thought I had understood what he was saying and had worded it distortedly, but apparently it only proved that I had a fixated view on it. When I finally got hold of him for purpose of […]
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Posted in Going Inwards on Apr 22nd, 2010
She’s been told a few stories. And then she creates evidence to support the stories, not conscious that this is what she has chosen to experience. And then she realise, she’s in a dilemma, a tough position. No one can get her out of it, except herself. As what her teacher continously tell her, we […]
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Posted in Going Inwards on Apr 22nd, 2010
Since I’ve been on my own journey, I’ve come across many few who also claim to be on their journey. Why I say ‘claim’ is because I can never know if they are as serious as I am in my journey, or if they, in fact, even know what the term ‘spiritul journey’ means. Either […]
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Posted in Attitudes on Apr 22nd, 2010
We think we can hide our pain, our shame, our guilt by hiding behind a strong facade, a victim facade, or a happy facade; the truth is even if we are able to deceive others, we could never lie to ourselves. And we think that as long as no one knows, we are ‘safe’. That […]
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Posted in Ideas on Apr 22nd, 2010
I noticed some words just below the back wiper on a car in front of me; it said, ‘YOU KISS YOU PAY’. And then just below on the back bumper, ‘AWAS!’. And then I also noticed two little red dragon stickers (those that looks like the little dragon in the cartoon Mulan) stuck one at each […]
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Posted in Attitudes, Ideas on Apr 22nd, 2010
Only ideas meet ideas and compromise on the somewhat similar qualities that seems to meet or so they think; and bundle with each other thinking or convincing that it’s the same idea to later result in conflict. ===== I asked a loved one when he was profusely complaining about his student, “Do you know him?” ===== I […]
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Posted in Going Inwards, Ideas on Apr 22nd, 2010
A conversation with someone dear to me some mornings ago left me feeling really yucky. I tried hard to shake off that feeling by using positive affirmations and whatever tools that I had equipped myself. Unfortunately, it did not go away for long. The first instance of reaction (note: re-action, and not loving response) was to […]
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