Documenting Eruditions
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards on Jan 20th, 2011
If I can believe that no one out there can hurt me how is it that I am afraid to hurt others unless there is something that I am hiding from hence using that as an excuse not to ‘hurt’ another? Yet, how is it possible whether I hurt another or another is hurt by […]
A song came into my awareness today. I think I must have heard it quite many times as this song has been in my iPhone for quite some time yet it did not catch my attention until today. It was a love song with meanings of a man, who sang of his letting go of […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas on Dec 19th, 2010
At some point in time when we begin to take full responsibility of the experiences that arises in us, we will soon realise that any emotions that includes anger, jealousy, betrayal and even love, albeit often targeted at someone else is never about someone else. If we were to be really truthful about these emotions […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Quotes on Dec 11th, 2010
Seek not to change the world, but change your mind about the world. – J We do not realise the impact of such consequences if we were to change our mind about the world, instead of the world. For the world is in-exchangable, no matter how hard I try to substitute or trade it for […]
Posted in Going Inwards on Dec 1st, 2010
We all like the feeling of falling in love and being in love. Actually, I really do wonder why although I have to say I am one of them. The feeling is just so overwhelming to the extent that it becomes an addiction of ceaseless wanting and desire, as if one moment is not enough… […]
Posted in Going Inwards on Nov 13th, 2010
The world reflects my inner world. When I am sad, the world cries with me. It can be a person who appears to be sad, crying for the same reason that I am crying for or even the skies which pours down gloomily; grieving and mourning in tandem my mental state. And when I am […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas on Nov 12th, 2010
I don’t want ‘you’ anymore because I want to Love you but I cannot want to Love you as that would mean I do not Love you So when I begin to look within the want and don’t want is a hoax a lie I thought I had a choice when there is no […]
Posted in Going Inwards on Oct 15th, 2010
There was this day after a certain appointment, I walked around the shopping complex desiring not to head home to spend time with my family as I normally would. I strolled around aimlessly in the complex, as if contented just to be with myself or rather, with God. I looked around me and the people […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Ideas on Oct 10th, 2010
Last night, was a period of darkness for me after a light hearted meal with loved ones. There was much going on in the mind that it did not stop. I allowed it to run, to see how far it’d go. And soon, I was blessed with ancient feelings of betrayal and abandonment; totally imaginary, […]
Life is just “.”, as in a dot. There is no “,” “/” “?” “=” “+” “-“ “( )” “;” “:” or even “&”. Sometimes, it can come as a “!”, as in a surprise, or an experience of awe or being marveled; but really, it is just “.”. This “.” begins and ends, on […]