Documenting Eruditions
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards on Jun 28th, 2011
Some time ago, I received a few comments from some loved ones that I don’t need anything or anyone in my life. It was quite a strange comment to me to be honest, because I didn’t really view it that way. You see, at that time I thought I still needed something, just not what […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 23rd, 2011
I remember when I first met you, how eager I was to get close to you. I never had a sister you see and had always wanted one; someone to go shopping with someone to do girly-girly stuffs with someone to chit chat with till the cows come home; that is, if they ever do. […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 23rd, 2011
Sacrifice as we have been taught as we all know it is to give up something to have something or to lose something so someone else can gain something always making one lesser and adding more to the other. Such ancient belief! How to undo? How to unlearn? How to unguide? To be known that […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 23rd, 2011
Pondering deeply how you do not recognise me naturally inquiring why I had needed you to recognise me realising finally how I had stood so nastily righteous expecting you to recognise me when I myself do not recognise you. Why does it matter if you recognise me or not save for an escape to the […]
Posted in Being the Master, Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 22nd, 2011
…watching… You!!! How you keep coming back!!! Ripping apart the beloveds!!! Typically insidious!!! Neither one, able to catch you in time!!! …watching… …watching… You!!! Terrible, terrible!!! Keep coming in between!!! Claiming for transcendence!!! Claiming for unity!!! Claiming for unconditionality!!! As if innocence is not in existence!!! …watching… …watching… You!!! Distancing!!! What cannot be destroyed!!! Conjuring […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 20th, 2011
I am sad today from a deep pondering and realisation of an echo back to me of what a teacher mentioned a few days ago resounding how “I miss Myself” that really no one actually recognises me. I sit here at the top of the hill thinking those who have supported my climb up here […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 19th, 2011
Passion lost drowned in the mundane the apparent necessary the apparent obligations the calls and the meetings what more time with the beloved and time in self-retreat bounded by insidious duties limited by the body, time and space unable to tap into inner sanctuary whence is a Now probable where there is no invasion of […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 19th, 2011
How can the mirror show you the opposite save to reflect exactly where you are. You ask me how is it the same for the object mirror is showing only the opposite as in duality the good and the bad the right and wrong the beautiful and the ugly the haves and the have-nots. And […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Ideas on Jun 19th, 2011
A few days ago, I saw a friend’s furious comment about the Obedient Wives Club over Facebook. Today, another friend wrote me an email and expressed curiousness about it. My partner also expressed stupidity over the issue. And it is understandable, because if I had not seen the essence of how the Obedient Wives Club […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 16th, 2011
Listen, Listen to your heart what is within not to me not to others not the books not the scriptures Listen, Listen deeply discerning what is true or untrue in the inner realm it is not the outside of what is happening outside of what others have to say it is the inside that gentle […]