Documenting Eruditions
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 11th, 2011
Strangely enough why is it necessary to be the damsel in distress in order to be cared for in the world? As if the wise old spirit can only do all the caring undeserving of being cared for strangely enough. This ancient pattern untranscended causing the hollowness in the heart. The tug of war between […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards on Jun 10th, 2011
Some time ago, we all went out for lunch. My little one decided to wear her flip flops. I told her that we were going somewhere nice, inviting her to reconsider if she would like to wear a better-looking pair of shoes. She shook her head, very certain of her decision. My partner turned to […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 9th, 2011
imagine, imagine I am so consumed by Me ~ Love ~ bursting each moment by Myself amusing Myself with Myself! I chuckle I laugh I squeal in delight and then suddenly realising I cannot see Myself, “shucks, I am the only One!” I then create a reflecting glass so that I can see Myself because […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 8th, 2011
the dance inevitable the fiery goddess and the hungry god both suppressing in denial the pull awkwardly intense not possible to stay apart when both finally meet it no longer warrants a waltz but, a fury dance of heightened sensations face to face serpent meeting its own both succumbing in that surrender obediently both are […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 7th, 2011
She said “good luck” and another asked, “is it necessary?” To be honest I don’t know. Surely, they must be reflecting the inner world of the doubt fleeting its unsureness. Where to go from here why am I worried why the weariness if not to trust? If I have put my life on His plate […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas on Jun 6th, 2011
Some people tell me that they are afraid to enter into a relationship because they have realised how a relationship is, in fact, a form of bondage. That level of wisdom allows them to discern that they have a choice to enter or not enter into a relationship because they are aware of the potential […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas, Poems on Jun 5th, 2011
You visit me once again as if proving to me I can never get away from you conjuring stories, images of anything perceived based on what seems to be happening still only meanings you summon just because… Imposing others’ stories, experiences onto mine as if I have no choice but to follow suit yet is […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards on May 27th, 2011
Where it hurts, I go back to the nearest point of source which can be grasped. Never mind that I have transcended, seen and realised the other hurts for what they are, but as long as I hurt now, seeing it as unreal will not help no matter how many times I tell and remind […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on May 26th, 2011
Seen for what it is though still trapped. Where it is born emerges little babies irrelevant to its own yet fencing its existence. Can birth be conquered but to dandle with its babies one by one popping each baby though unrelated yet leading to each their internal birth. It is not to slay per se […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas on May 26th, 2011
A beloved sent me a YouTube titled ‘You Must Love Me’ performed by Madonna in one of her earlier movie, Evita. In his message was a comment, “so funny”. Recalling the meaning of the song, and also rekindling with the song once again, I could not comprehend why his comment was such ence I wrote […]