Of Choices
Posted in Going Inwards, Ideas, Quotes on Nov 2nd, 2011
at first, there is no choice until there is awareness of a conscious choice; paradoxically, by then, there is no more choice again.
Tag Archive 'surrendering'
The Blessed Lunatic
Posted in Poems, Unreasonable on Oct 26th, 2011
This feeling, where does it come from? Perception tells me it is something else, defining some possible grievance not yet fully healed. Yet if that is so, why the smile so joyous? And this feeling; as if bursting with some vibration, some trembling sensation, ready to explode in elation! Or perhaps, what was before all […]
This Grudge
Posted in Going Inwards, Music/Video on Oct 23rd, 2011
[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agIUN-YroLg] performed by Alanis Morissette Fourteen years Thirty minutes Fifteen seconds I’ve Held this grudge Eleven songs Four full journals Thoughts of punishment I’ve expended Not in contact Not a letter Such communication Telepathic You’ve been vilified Used as fodder You deserve a piece Of every record But who’s it hurting now? Who’s the one […]
The Surrendered Dance
Posted in Poems on Oct 8th, 2011
Stripped off all garments in total surrender no longer movement owned but beded by a greater force a motion of non-controlled the arms lifting in sync as the toes and feet balance in momentum taking turns aligning in harmony the swirl the twirl the whirl round and round as the drive chaperons its direction the […]
Breaking Dawn, Once More
Posted in Being the Master, Going Inwards, Poems on Sep 25th, 2011
Deleting the slate clean Once again Nothing whatsoever left To hold on to Leaving vessel empty and dry And each attempt to build And then to persevere Again Only to be followed swiftly By a final meltdown of destruct Once again Is this what it is? Everything absent Except a call to duty Devotion – […]
The Funeral
Posted in Being the Master, Ideas, Poems on Sep 23rd, 2011
The endless sobbing Heart throbbing The death of the Lover Giving up Experiences Words Actions Movements World Dreams Anything Everything Finally To Light The curtains down Props dismantled Stage dissembled Take a bow The night is over Eyes are closed The last sigh The final breath Securing the cover Madonna lilies thrown On the coffin […]
Words Spoken
Posted in Attitudes, Being the Master, Going Inwards, Poems on Sep 23rd, 2011
Sweet Beloved those words ‘relationship’, ‘strong’ such an understatement. Without words sweet tenderness overwhelming naturally moving to expressions yet again tainting the pure birthing dissatisfaction of expressions inadequate trying again and again only failing again and again attempting to coil what is beyond to a congruent concept pleasing what cannot be pleased what more understood. […]
Voice of Feeling(s)
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Poems on Sep 22nd, 2011
You make a mockery out of me judge me of how I fool you lure you seductively to the den and rape you even though you are the one grasping or resisting your own moaning crying weeping dancing and dying to my tune. Your reviews of if I should be or not be here or […]
The House Lessons
Posted in Going Inwards, Ideas on Sep 12th, 2011
We were alone at home again last night. Usual times, it was fine. I’ve pretty much come to peace with the spaciousness of the home and also the loneliness of it when no one is around. After confirming that no one was going to come home, I set the alarm and put the little one […]
Get It Right
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Music/Video on Sep 9th, 2011
No, I am not intentionally promoting Glee, but I trust this song speaks to most of us, if not all. Enjoy! ~ song performed by Lea Michele playing Rachel Berry in Glee ~ [youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m5Y3uQwhlS8]