Documenting Eruditions
Posted in Going Inwards on May 15th, 2011
When I moved further along my inward journey, I knew it was the process of integrity which brings me to answer to a long-overdue inner calling to play a part in a cause close to my heart. When I began to take on a part-time administrative duty and facilitator role at a centre which shares […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on May 4th, 2011
Could I have mistaken you being here for me or me being there for you? Your happiness relevant to me because it seems like my happiness depends on yours. You there moving and speaking as you like with consideration without consideration beyond my control do you not see your speech and action is breaking me apart […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas on Apr 24th, 2011
The other day as I was sharing some stories that I was experiencing in my space with a friend, she asked me why the need to create experiences such as the ones I shared with her for myself as in, what’s in it for me. I pondered a moment upon her questioning and it dawned […]
Posted in Poems on Apr 21st, 2011
Have you ever experienced Loving without wanting without being wanted without needing without being needed without desiring without being desired without controlling without being controlled without asking without being asked without hanging on without being hung on without owning without being owned without expecting without being expected without having without being had being there not […]
Posted in Attitudes on Apr 9th, 2011
The illusion attempts to create an illusion making an illusionary illusion to make you illusionarily think that there is a closest matter you hold in the heart – memories, a person, a thing – ANYTHING – to prevent reality. It is as if, you are right at the door, and the next step forward is IT – where […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Ideas on Mar 23rd, 2011
When J says to lose idols, he did not mean to stop having or cease to have for that is beyond control; but to realize that idols are not what fulfils and is not what you truly want. What he meant was to lose the middleman, and to start here with yourself – acknowledging what […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas on Mar 21st, 2011
In each person or situation that I come across with, there is a little piece of me in each that warrants the meet – whether a quality that I admire, or detest, or perhaps even one that I am already at peace with, it is there, unless I am totally oblivious of it. And they […]
Posted in Excerpts from Books on Mar 18th, 2011
Seek not outside yourself. For it will fail, and you will weep each time an idol falls. Heaven cannot be found where it is not, and there can be no peace excepting there. Each idol that you worship when God calls will never answer in His place. There is no other answer you can substitute […]
The husband has died for quite some time now, though not acknowledged until much, much later. Because if the husband is still alive, then the wife can exist to depend on the husband for love and security of all sorts. Today, only did I realise, the two teachers had died too. Probably, the teachers had […]
Posted in Attitudes, Being the Master, Going Inwards on Mar 3rd, 2011
It is very interesting how the mind works, hanging on not only on anything outside, as in a person out there, or a material out there, but also a state, or a personality experienced when I am asleep to what is lurking at the background. There was this instance, or a period of time, where […]