Documenting Eruditions
Posted in Attitudes, Being the Master, Going Inwards, Poems on Jul 27th, 2011
Dark night, dark night La de dum dum How often you visit La de dum dum dum Here you come and off you go Totally uninvited La de dum dum dum What am I to do with you Except to welcome you once more La de dum dum dum dum dum Am I dark or […]
Posted in Attitudes, Being the Master, Going Inwards, Ideas on Jul 27th, 2011
There is really nothing I can do about it. When it comes, it just comes. And all that I can do is to be with it, stay with it. Because there’s really no way out of it until some light appears. And that really isn’t my call at all, it somehow just has its own […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Quotes on Jul 24th, 2011
There are two types of storytellers in this world. One who tells his own story for himself, and one who tells his own story for others. The storyteller who tells his story for himself is so that others can see him, so that he can see himself. The storyteller who tells his story for others is so that others can […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards on Jun 28th, 2011
Some time ago, I received a few comments from some loved ones that I don’t need anything or anyone in my life. It was quite a strange comment to me to be honest, because I didn’t really view it that way. You see, at that time I thought I still needed something, just not what […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 11th, 2011
Strangely enough why is it necessary to be the damsel in distress in order to be cared for in the world? As if the wise old spirit can only do all the caring undeserving of being cared for strangely enough. This ancient pattern untranscended causing the hollowness in the heart. The tug of war between […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 7th, 2011
She said “good luck” and another asked, “is it necessary?” To be honest I don’t know. Surely, they must be reflecting the inner world of the doubt fleeting its unsureness. Where to go from here why am I worried why the weariness if not to trust? If I have put my life on His plate […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas, Poems on Jun 5th, 2011
You visit me once again as if proving to me I can never get away from you conjuring stories, images of anything perceived based on what seems to be happening still only meanings you summon just because… Imposing others’ stories, experiences onto mine as if I have no choice but to follow suit yet is […]
You have stayed with me stood by me until I’ve found myself realised my true nature. I’ve learned realised how I actually, truly love you so deeply beyond form beyond what you appear to be. My freedom attributed to my conscious and consistent inner work and you doing your part in showing me where else […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on May 26th, 2011
Seen for what it is though still trapped. Where it is born emerges little babies irrelevant to its own yet fencing its existence. Can birth be conquered but to dandle with its babies one by one popping each baby though unrelated yet leading to each their internal birth. It is not to slay per se […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards on May 4th, 2011
I remember that abandonment was one of the hardest processes that I have had to go through during my journey. Occasionally, it still visits but its stay and intensity has lessened tremendously and I cannot help but credit this to my partner playing his role. Not that he has abandoned me or left me (which […]