Documenting Eruditions
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on May 4th, 2011
Could I have mistaken you being here for me or me being there for you? Your happiness relevant to me because it seems like my happiness depends on yours. You there moving and speaking as you like with consideration without consideration beyond my control do you not see your speech and action is breaking me apart […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas on Apr 24th, 2011
The other day as I was sharing some stories that I was experiencing in my space with a friend, she asked me why the need to create experiences such as the ones I shared with her for myself as in, what’s in it for me. I pondered a moment upon her questioning and it dawned […]
Posted in Being the Master on Apr 13th, 2011
Have been here in this place where they call Turkey, Istanbul for a few days now. It didn’t feel like I have left home, nor did it feel as if I am in a foreign country. Looking at my notebook where I had diligently listed down the places I had stated that I would visit, […]
Posted in Attitudes, Excerpts from Books, Going Inwards on Apr 10th, 2011
I hate to contradict one of your favourite slogans, but “expecting a miracle” is not always helpful. Sometimes you think you need a miracle, but all you need is a little common sense. Sometimes, you are certain you need a miracle, but all you need to do is walk through your fear. I’m not trying […]
Posted in Excerpts from Books on Apr 8th, 2011
There are no coincidences or accidents as the Cosmos merely acts to meet your choices based on your fear needs or love choices. There are no physical or emotional accidents unless there is a fear need. Every act or incident that is perceived by you as negative should be construed as an attempt by the […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Ideas on Apr 5th, 2011
Do we really know people whom we think we know? Without our ideas or concepts of who they are, are they still who they are? Yet, whatever they portray to be, are they truly that? Yesterday I was having a conversation with a loved one who revealed that he feels a certain attraction towards this […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Apr 1st, 2011
When one is misunderstood Surely there is another that misunderstands Hence the arising of the accused Accompanying the birth of the plaintiff Like one that is defined responsible The emergence of the irresponsible The rich & the poor The beautiful & the ugly Like extreme heat is actually coldness Like extreme coldness is actually heat […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Ideas on Mar 23rd, 2011
When J says to lose idols, he did not mean to stop having or cease to have for that is beyond control; but to realize that idols are not what fulfils and is not what you truly want. What he meant was to lose the middleman, and to start here with yourself – acknowledging what […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas on Mar 21st, 2011
In each person or situation that I come across with, there is a little piece of me in each that warrants the meet – whether a quality that I admire, or detest, or perhaps even one that I am already at peace with, it is there, unless I am totally oblivious of it. And they […]
The husband has died for quite some time now, though not acknowledged until much, much later. Because if the husband is still alive, then the wife can exist to depend on the husband for love and security of all sorts. Today, only did I realise, the two teachers had died too. Probably, the teachers had […]