Documenting Eruditions
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Mar 17th, 2011
The husband leaves the door, together with her dreams; all of which she thought was hers, leaves together with him. A subtle clinging, she notices – the fear of losing the beloved; as he potentially walks with another; it might not be her at the finale. Yet when she saw the light, that surrounds him, […]
Do you realise that when you have finally come to the point of extreme frustrations and being fed-up of living a life which is not true to you, and you start doing what you are moved, there is some sort of freedom accompanying? Though in many instances, there may be objections from loved ones or […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas on Mar 12th, 2011
The other day, I saw how the mind is always in a pattern of inadequacy. It is as if, I am not good enough for anything, not even a parking space; which is why, even when I am blessed with a spot to park the vehicle, the mind will constantly be worried if some motorist […]
Posted in Attitudes on Feb 26th, 2011
Once, a professor asked his students: “Why do we shout in anger? Why do people shout at each other when they are upset?” The students thought for a while before one of them said, “We shout because we lose our calm.” “But why shout when the other person is just next to you? Isn’t it […]
Posted in Going Inwards on Feb 7th, 2011
Dealing with the mind is like dealing with a child. Much care has to be put into the act. When the mind is in a delusional state and once aware of it, we can lead it to inquiry instead of identifying with it further. It is like a child who has fallen from the swing […]
Posted in Going Inwards on Jan 22nd, 2011
Have you ever experienced, when you day dream about something, laugh about it simply contented in the arising feelings with the day dream and in some way, they manifest into reality? You might disagree as the experience may differ from the details of the day dream, but let’s look at the essence of the day […]
A song came into my awareness today. I think I must have heard it quite many times as this song has been in my iPhone for quite some time yet it did not catch my attention until today. It was a love song with meanings of a man, who sang of his letting go of […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas on Jan 16th, 2011
Whether I am needing you, or you are needing me, it is not really a need arising for you or for me as in form. It looks like it is for different things, for different purposes; but in truth, it is all just a need to become. Whether it is: I need you to fulfil […]
The problem is not the identity that we think we are. The problem is our attachment to the identity to which we think we are, and our inability to let go of that function of which we perceive is of the identity that we think we are, in order to take on another role to […]
Posted in Going Inwards on Dec 25th, 2010
Since I was very young, I always had this close affinity with Jesus. I wasn’t sure why. I just felt very close to Him and thus when I was 14, I accepted Christ in the form of prayer as my piano teacher converted me. It didn’t occur to me what I was really doing, except […]