…watching… You!!! How you keep coming back!!! Ripping apart the beloveds!!! Typically insidious!!! Neither one, able to catch you in time!!! …watching… …watching… You!!! Terrible, terrible!!! Keep coming in between!!! Claiming for transcendence!!! Claiming for unity!!! Claiming for unconditionality!!! As if innocence is not in existence!!! …watching… …watching… You!!! Distancing!!! What cannot be destroyed!!! Conjuring […]
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Posted in Being the Master, Poems on Jun 20th, 2011
One says, “I am dreaming of a future with you”. Some others say, “he will come back to you”. Another says, “I will be moving on some day”. All blind, B-L-I-N-D to the inner world of the Goddess. And so they say “I love you very much” and “I am grateful for you in my […]
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Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 20th, 2011
I am sad today from a deep pondering and realisation of an echo back to me of what a teacher mentioned a few days ago resounding how “I miss Myself” that really no one actually recognises me. I sit here at the top of the hill thinking those who have supported my climb up here […]
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Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 19th, 2011
Passion lost drowned in the mundane the apparent necessary the apparent obligations the calls and the meetings what more time with the beloved and time in self-retreat bounded by insidious duties limited by the body, time and space unable to tap into inner sanctuary whence is a Now probable where there is no invasion of […]
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Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 19th, 2011
How can the mirror show you the opposite save to reflect exactly where you are. You ask me how is it the same for the object mirror is showing only the opposite as in duality the good and the bad the right and wrong the beautiful and the ugly the haves and the have-nots. And […]
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Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 16th, 2011
Listen, Listen to your heart what is within not to me not to others not the books not the scriptures Listen, Listen deeply discerning what is true or untrue in the inner realm it is not the outside of what is happening outside of what others have to say it is the inside that gentle […]
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Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 11th, 2011
Strangely enough why is it necessary to be the damsel in distress in order to be cared for in the world? As if the wise old spirit can only do all the caring undeserving of being cared for strangely enough. This ancient pattern untranscended causing the hollowness in the heart. The tug of war between […]
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Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 9th, 2011
imagine, imagine I am so consumed by Me ~ Love ~ bursting each moment by Myself amusing Myself with Myself! I chuckle I laugh I squeal in delight and then suddenly realising I cannot see Myself, “shucks, I am the only One!” I then create a reflecting glass so that I can see Myself because […]
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Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 8th, 2011
the dance inevitable the fiery goddess and the hungry god both suppressing in denial the pull awkwardly intense not possible to stay apart when both finally meet it no longer warrants a waltz but, a fury dance of heightened sensations face to face serpent meeting its own both succumbing in that surrender obediently both are […]
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Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 7th, 2011
She said “good luck” and another asked, “is it necessary?” To be honest I don’t know. Surely, they must be reflecting the inner world of the doubt fleeting its unsureness. Where to go from here why am I worried why the weariness if not to trust? If I have put my life on His plate […]
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