Documenting Eruditions
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on Jun 11th, 2011
Strangely enough why is it necessary to be the damsel in distress in order to be cared for in the world? As if the wise old spirit can only do all the caring undeserving of being cared for strangely enough. This ancient pattern untranscended causing the hollowness in the heart. The tug of war between […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas, Poems on Jun 5th, 2011
You visit me once again as if proving to me I can never get away from you conjuring stories, images of anything perceived based on what seems to be happening still only meanings you summon just because… Imposing others’ stories, experiences onto mine as if I have no choice but to follow suit yet is […]
Posted in Going Inwards, Poems on May 26th, 2011
Seen for what it is though still trapped. Where it is born emerges little babies irrelevant to its own yet fencing its existence. Can birth be conquered but to dandle with its babies one by one popping each baby though unrelated yet leading to each their internal birth. It is not to slay per se […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards on May 4th, 2011
I remember that abandonment was one of the hardest processes that I have had to go through during my journey. Occasionally, it still visits but its stay and intensity has lessened tremendously and I cannot help but credit this to my partner playing his role. Not that he has abandoned me or left me (which […]
Posted in Going Inwards on Apr 26th, 2011
Have you ever experienced before when you approach someone to address a discomfort within you, or to resolve a situation and what you get in return is a whole bucket of evidences and facts thrown at your face of how you were the one who had done and said all things wrong without you even […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas on Apr 24th, 2011
The other day as I was sharing some stories that I was experiencing in my space with a friend, she asked me why the need to create experiences such as the ones I shared with her for myself as in, what’s in it for me. I pondered a moment upon her questioning and it dawned […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards, Ideas on Mar 12th, 2011
The other day, I saw how the mind is always in a pattern of inadequacy. It is as if, I am not good enough for anything, not even a parking space; which is why, even when I am blessed with a spot to park the vehicle, the mind will constantly be worried if some motorist […]
Posted in Being the Master, Going Inwards on Mar 4th, 2011
Why are you constantly doubting yourself of where you are? Do you not see your own greatness, in the things you did, already do and will eventually do? What is there outside to seek when all that you have ever wished for is within you, capable to be given and received by yourself to yourself? […]
Posted in Attitudes, Going Inwards on Jan 20th, 2011
If I can believe that no one out there can hurt me how is it that I am afraid to hurt others unless there is something that I am hiding from hence using that as an excuse not to ‘hurt’ another? Yet, how is it possible whether I hurt another or another is hurt by […]
Posted in Attitudes on Nov 1st, 2010
Some months back, I was involved in a rushed project which had no money in it. Well, actually whatever that I do these days has not much financial rewards in it except that it fulfils my soul and brings me much, much joy. When my partner observed how busy and ‘stressed’ I was, he asked […]